Shot of the..........Well, Ever.

From the Jonas Brothers' new music video, "Love Bug." Great song. You all know my thoughts on it(refer to this review) and the video was amazing. (More on that later....I have a new segment thing to do! :)) Anyways, this chip/shot is teh love:
Win. Win. Win. Win. EPIC WIN. No lie. I fucking love this shot. Variants of it all is my background now so I can stare at it. Sorry Sam, we'll have to start fighting now. ;)

That's Enough, Jessica Alba(Part 2)

Dear Jessica Alba,

Please stop acting. It hurts. You're painful to watch. You really are. So stop while some people can still get away from you. PLEASE. I'm begging. Just go back to your baby, and live a normal life. Enough with the crap acting.

Sincerely,

Forced to watch The Love Guru

The ONLY Good Things About The Love Guru

1. Stephen Colbert
2. John Oliver

Legit. The rest is crap.

No. Effing. Way.

So, I am watching SNL(yeah, you must be wondering why, but I wanted to see the Sarah Palin thing....epic fail in my opinion. Except for the Marky Mark appearance, which made my day.) and Josh Brolin is hosting. You may know him from the movie No Country for Old Men(which, according to his monologue, was about John McCain. Insert my obnoxious l.o.l.) and he is also in the Bush film, W. I kinda want to see the movie. But that doesn't matter. He was talking about the movies he has been in. And then he goes, "The Goonies."

Cue jaw to floor.

I was completely floored. I never knew. So naturally, I had to check it on IMDB. And there was no lie. Josh Brolin got his first acting job as Sean Astin's big brother. Brand Walsh. I will never look at him the same way. Seriously. He was fucking Brand Walsh! Now I need to go see every one of those other actors.

Dear...

Estimado El Tercer Amigo,

Usted me duele más que usted sabe.

Sinceramente,
Era UN Tercer Amigo

Sad Songs ARE Awesome

"I just got back from a 5 show run on the road. Now I'm sitting in my kitchen..on the counter. Eating cool whip. And trying to think of things to do with my free time. Other than talking to my cat and making playlists of sad songs. Sad songs are awesome, by the way."

-Taylor Swift

Poor gal getting over being dumped. I really wish I could side with Joe, to understand his side. I've tried, but I'm Team Taylor. I mean, I hope she writes some really great song about Joe. He deserves it. I think he's like, just waiting for it. He's probably terrified. I think once she perfects the song she'll sing it at a concert. I want to be there. I need to be there.

Note to self: Look up Taylor's concerts. I'll make a really good sign and she'll laugh. It'll be AWESOME. Just like sad songs. I'm right there with her. "Life's A Song" has been on repeat since yesterday.

Selena Got OWNED

So, Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato are really big fans of the band Paramore. As am I. I love Hayley. She's amazing. Her voice is incredible, and it's such a rock and up tempo that I love to hear. Really, it's some great rock music. It's about one of the only newer bands that actually can be considered rock, in my opinion at least.

Anyways, Demi Lovato got to meet Paramore, and she was adorable meeting them. I mean, it was the cutest thing, because you could see how much she loved the band, and it was a dream of hers to meet them.

Now, Selena Gomez is doing an album. I know, it's gonna suck. I will not be buying. But she's doing a band thing. Which will not work. It will be Selena Gomez's band. Sorry, she can't do it. I mean, she's running auditions for it. For me, that's not the way you start a band. Yes, you do that for maybe one or two members, but I feel like you need at least two people to start a band. I mean, I could randomly go, I'm starting a band today. And I'll put up fliers looking for bandmates. The band is solely for me. It doesn't work.

And when asked about her "band," Selena expressed interest in doing a duet with Hayley Williams and Paramore. I laughed. The band really isn't Disney, and basically doesn't give a fuck. That's why I like them.

So someone asked Hayley Williams. Click to read it since that's the biggest I could get it.
I love that. She totally denied Selena, but still said she likes Demi. I love it. I don't know, but lately Selena is getting on my nerves. She's trying too goddamn hard in my opinion. Stop trying to be the next Miley. She really wants to be the Disney queen. I don't think Demi does. I think she's just happy being in Disney and having a career and being able to do what she loves. Selena is looking to beat Miley. Which, sorry, won't happen. Miley is on top of the world. She's beyond Disney, but not really. You can tell she no longer gives a crap what most people think of her. I mean, she's not going out and getting drunk, she's still a role model, but she is living her life, how she wants to. Good for her.




Demi Owns All, Miley is pretty fucking awesome, and Selena is becoming an Epic Fail.

Thank You

To all the people who cared enough to say something to me. Yesterday was a shitty day, but no lie, it was somehow salvaged thanks to the people who cared. I appreciated it beyond belief. I mean, I know I'm not miracuously happy all of a sudden, but it's a really nice feeling knowing there are people who care. That's really what I wanted. Someone to notice. And I thank everyone. You know who you are. I don't need to list you. Or do I? No, I won't. It gets so sappy, writing out thank yous. I'll just list you here: Finnish Spitz, Sam, Allegra, my mom, my dad, Jill(my suitemate), my roommate Lea, my neighbor Kaitlyn, my brother, Mars and I think that's all. I'm not sure exactly. But no lie, on the brink, they didn't even know how much they helped me. I just wanted to say thanks. I really appreciate it.


Now back to the regularly scheduling blogging. =]

Maybe Life's A Song...

But I'm scared to sing along.


Yep, that's it.Patrick Park has got it right. Life should be this great time. And even when the bad times come, it's still supposed to be okay, because you know it will get right.

At this point, I'm not so sure. I mean, yeah, people go through bad times. But sometimes I wonder, if it ever does get better. And I know this will get depressing. But honestly, I'm sick of hiding myself. Every single person sees me as happy, energetic, obsessive, fine in my own skin. Farthest from the truth. And lately, it really feels like I won't get out. I seem to be falling down this cliff, and I see all these rocks that I could grab onto, but I can't. Or maybe I won't. I'm not the person to go out and be like, look, this is what I want. Do you want to join me? No, I'm the one who has a million wishes, and tells no one it. I never get to the point. I just mumble, "it's nothing" when it really is something. Life is sucking lately, and not because of all the economy shit(which, trust me, is a problem that I hear in my household) but it's a crappy time because I feel like I've lost all grips on my life. I no longer want to do things. I sit in my room, blog stupid things, when really, I'm being eaten inside by myself. I no longer have friends. The two I do still claim as close friends are far away. And anyone that lives close to me that I once considered a friend...well, they're acquaintances. I am awkward around them. I'm no longer myself. I no longer have the desire to go out, anywhere, just to talk to people. It's gone. Because there's no one to go to. I'm falling in this crappy rut at school, and I refused to let people know what was bothering me. I was supposed to be this happy person, and really, I'm miserable. I want to through everything around and cry. And some days, when I think about the future, there's nothing there. I think that's what is scary. There are no plans. I can't see myself in the next few months. I don't see myself living on my own with friends at University Park. The best I see is myself, living in a dorm. Miserable.

And that's where I am right now. Not much change for the better, eh? I can only give people so many hints that I'm losing my mind before it's lost completely.

Oh wait. It already is.

Oh, tell me what good is saying that you're free
In a dark and storming sea
You're chained to your history, you're surely sinking fast
You say that you know that the good Lord's in control
He's gonna bless and keep your tired and oh so restless soul
But at the end of the day when every price has been paid
You're gonna rise and sit beside him on some old seat of gold
And won't you tell me why you live like you're afraid to die
You'll die like you're afraid to go

Cause Of Death

So for my comm class, we're gonna be paired up on Thursday and writing each other's obituaries. So I have to come up with a good death. I mean, in real life, I'd probably die of something like a car crash or like, killing myself(who knows what the future lies. haha) But I need a really good random death.


So how should I die?