Friday, June 26, 2009

Fucking LEGEND.

I'm posting about Michael Jackson, and I don't give a fuck who cares. The world lost a music legend. Along the lines of Elvis Presley and John Lennon, he changed the face of music. Really. He was the King of Pop, and NO ONE can deny that.

I sadly never had a CD of his, but I simply always understood that Michael was amazing, and I always believed in him. I really did. To all those bitches who insult him and say what they can about the court stuff, Fuck off.

I mean, I truly believe this man was a broken soul. He never had a childhood, and has worked since the age of five. He simply wanted to be a child. And yes, he acted with little children like other little kids would, and he may be criticized for it, but I'm sorry, I don't believe he touched one of those kids. And I always believed that. I think that he was forced into so much so early by his father, and he had so many psychological problems because of it.

That being sad, I cried when I heard. His music is so well known, and he was an amazing dancer, and he had this amazing comeback coming. Goddamn it, I wish he could've done it. It's so tragic, and just...horrible.

Watching MTV and reminiscing. A true legend has been lost.

Thursday, June 25, 2009


I'm pretty sure my life is just a "whatever" after another. haha I love not caring. And getting over things.

I also need to not read year old anger. lmao it still makes me mad.

I've turned nocturnal. Like as in, I should be sleeping.

I need a job. But I don't want one. And I don't think I'll have one. Is it possible to not shop all summer? I'm gonna try...=[


Sunday, June 21, 2009

Oh How Things Change

So I was gonna write "Oh how the tables have turned" but it really didn't feel appropriate. Things have changed because as i drift away slowly from certain people and as they get closer to others, I find myself comforted by old friends. Some I never thought I'd talk to, some I've missed like crazy, and some I never thought I'd keep in contact with. And it's nice, you know? When you're stuck at home simply writing song after song about pain, its nice to be reminded that there are people that do miss you, and want to talk. Gosh, next thing I know all the people from college will suddenly be like, "OMG I've missed you!" Haha NOT. I'm glad I had no friends at college, because now I can just start over. :)

And who knows how this summer is gonna go.....I feel winds are changing that weren't supposed to change. OH WELL. I guess I have to let people live their lives, with or without me. I guess I'm stuck pretending I'm find, just fine. haha. Song idea? I think so.

And beeteedubs, I'm marrying the movie Speed Racer. Look out for our announcement. This movie is effing amazing.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Wanna know who else is Awesome?

Musso. Mitchel Musso.

Radnom Shout Out babies.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

100 Monkeys Sittin' on a Bed. 1 fell off &....Turned into a Vampire?

Feast your eyes on me and 4 of 100 Monkeys. :D One of which would be rocking a ZQGQMF hat(Zachary Quinto GQ Mother Fucker, for you non-cool people) hat, and is JACKSPER! Yes, I met Jacksper. Life is good.